I know I have not been myself lately,

always being a pessimist.

It is time for me to change, to regain back my usual self.

No more fucked up , screwed up days anymore.

I promise that I will change for the best.

I would to thank all those who sent me those lovely christmas text messages. Waking up to 15 text messages on Christmas morning, receiving several others on msn made me realize how blessed I really am. Every message had something special in them. Thank you so much you all for brightening up my day.

My next entry will consist of the closing of 2007 for me and also my resolutions for the new year ahead.

For now, it is time to spend the last few days of 2007 happily and gratefully.