Serene Saturday
November 10, 2007
It is finally Saturday. I will not say that I actually looked forward to it but after a week of hectic events and long school hours, I guess I did after all. Not to mention the long waited Deepavali holiday which was last thursday. I am here , sitting on a comfy couch in Starbucks at Tanglin Mall. Accompanying me are Jeremy and Diyana , to study and do our assignments which are due next week. Oh my lord, talking about assignments, there are plenty due next week. There are so many that we do not even have ample time to breathe, metaphorically of course.
Here is a list of them.
1.Marketing template 2
2.Marketing quiz
3.German quiz
4.Web Design Deepavali Assignment
5.Cats Assignment
6. Locational Video Editing
Also not forgetting, the two outstanding graphic communication assignments which are due at the end of the month.
I kind of like the tranquil atmosphere here at Starbucks. I like places which are filled with serenity. It keeps me away from the fast paced ,hectic life. I would probably guess you readers must be wondering what this seventeen year old is blabbering about. Well you cannot blame me man. Instead of watching cartoons and violent shows, I grew up watching drama serials and of course a little dosage of cartoons. Oh my, I sound as if I was a deprived child.
I shall digress.
Sometimes I really wonder why I do not get to experience the same privileges as others. I always envy couples whenever I see them on the streets or even in school. I just do not why I cannot seem to find that someone for me. I know I should not be contemplating on having a relationship and to concentrate on my studies but I really need a shoulder to lean on . To make matters worst , I have not been in any relationship yet. Most of my friends already were in a relationship before or currently are in one but how about me? I always ask that question to myself. I do know that I sound desperate and desolate, but I do not know, I guess it is just a phase.
Sigh. I really hope I will have the chance to experience what is like to have, like what everyone says, “the other half”. Someone who I can share everything with. Okay probably not everything but most of what I have with.
I guess time will tell.
after reading this entry…i hope to tell you that,in order to find your “the other half”…you need FATE!!…LOL….I may sounds very insane,but it is true to a certain extent…besides,there are trillions of people in this world…surely can find a soulmate for yourself…Confidence and hope is the key!…all the best…=)
Soul Mate eh?
Well it is comforting to wake up knowing that theres something to divulge your secrets knowing that they won’t betray your trust. To love & respect another while recieving the same.
Aye that sounds blissfully swell! However we must remember that there will always be another side to anything & everything.
Such relationships require much attention. It also requires a level of maturity and space which most will not posses till later. Time is another issue as well as your piorities in life. I must therefore say that such relationships are not worth getting into at our time for our current aim in life is to support our future life! To negelect our studies currently would be to doom yourself later on which would very well alienate proper relationships in the future.
There is also an issue here on WHAT exactly are current relationships for? What purpose do they serve? To marry? I seriously doubt it~ There may be purer ones as too seek warmth in this hostile world yet nothing would be purer than that of the future. When one has a job, stable income & a more developed sense of character that does not succumb to desires of a teenager, one would then seek partners in life for a superordinate goal of unity! Now that is the true and probably best reason to seek a soulmate! This is hard to be done now, you may start young but should never commit yourself into something which you’d regret later on.
You may think that i’m being negative but I’ll just say that There are always 2 sides to a story^^. If you need an ear there’re several yet there are just as many with a loose tongue so best to get a blood pact. =D I bid your quest the best of wishes.
Do not feel desperate to jump into the bandwagon. If it makes you feel any better, I have not been in a such a relationship as well, and I doubt I will. Stumble not from the path. I believe that you shall find your one. I know of it! You have a swell personality so do not fall into desolation, spread your wings and seek that ray of sunshine!
Ah shiet sorry bout the ramble.
hey ray
I’m a new reader! XD
pretty interesting stuff ey?
love starbucks too…
and interestingly enough, someone asked me the exact same question
and well, all i have to say is, if shes not our best friend, the relationship will probably not mean anything…
sometimes, people are better cherished as friends anyway.
keep that smile on your face and people will come to you!
great to see you have such encouraging friends…don’t get pulled down by all the work and projects, and just remember that Christmas is around the corner! XD
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i swear, a simple spelling mistake can change the whole bloody meaning of a sentence.