My virgin attempt .

Retr0-vintage.

However,  it so looks more vintage to me.

Chaotic emotions

I just know why I have been feeling so gloomy lately and I really have got to pull myself back together .

Everything seems to be taking its toll on me and I just do not know how long I can contain all my pent up emotions inside. Despite the number of times I actually cried( I did cry and if you find it gay, just fuck off),I just cannot seem to let things go.

I am sorry for having really emotional and angsty posts lately, but this is the only way that I can actually spill all my emotions to.

I really hope I will feel better real soon.

I don’t feel convinced at all.

Why am I still torturing myself?

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The last slackly Sunday.

Tomorrow marks the first day of the third week of school. Oh my god. I was comparing the syllabus of all the modules and realised that weeks of hell is going to arrive will soon. Moreover, I will perpetually be online, which is probably a good and bad. Oh no.. The stress has made me become more nonsensical.

I seriously hate the project deadlines that are given to us especially for web design. All of us will have to present a storyboard for a website that we will have to create by week four and on top of that, the product in which we are going to feature on the website. God, it is like only the forth week and we will have to prepare for a presentation already.

Well I kind of like presentations though. Probably not the preparation but presenting our work makes me feel proud that I made an accomplished something. I can absolutely remember the numerous number of presentations that I did last semester. The whole semester was literally filled with presentations after presentations.

I have to make an apology here. I  apologise to all my friends if I have been sulking more than usual, self deprecated more than usual and was distracted lately. Maybe it is due to the hectic school schedule and other stuff. However, I have got to thank those who there for me. Even though some were not there physically but at least they could hear me out verbally on the phone. I really thank you guys for being there for me.

And I really hope that I will be fine tomorrow. No more feeling so depressed what so ever. I have got to pull myself together again.

To all my readers, may you all have  fun filled new week ahead

Looks like my comment box is solved already. woo.

hm… there is a problem with the comment box. Going to check it out.

Tsk.. Probably this is the reason why the fishes in my house pond run away from me each time I see them.

I am now composing this entry at Cheryl’s place. I really wonder why I moved to using wordpress so suddenly. Maybe it is because of the function that enables me to make some of my posts private. This means that I do not have to maintain two blogs anymore.  My livejournal is so redundant right now but it is alright, I shall keep it for future use.

Okay I shall post more another time. Back to hanging out with Cheryl and Jeremy.

Ciao.